ytd met up with wan jun and poy early at 12+. walked to school and had our lunch. i didnt finish my food cause really had no appetite.

walked around looking for tchers. then saw mrs wee. she said she cannot say, but she is smiling. and many other teachers said our batch did quite well.

waited waited for 2pm to come. then went in to the odysey. everybody were really nervous and felt like vomitting and going to the toilet. haha. then principal gave a speech and show us the overall results. then the time came. wai ting was first. she came back and cry. cause she happy with the results. then wanjun went. she also cry, cause happy. then i became real nervous. then my turn came. i cried also la. really happy with my results.

Eng: C5
Maths:B4
Chi:A1
Sci:A2
F&N:A1
CH:A1

thats my result. but i'm not very happy with my eng. i cant get into many courses because of my eng. immediately called my family to inform them. called bb too. wanted to share my joy with him. but think he having lesson so very busy.

really thanks everyone for giving me so much trust. ying ying, sis, bb, family and frens.

went to work after that. then when end of work. jan said i tml no need go work. can go celebrate. was so happy. in my mind i was planning to go out and stuff. cause its bb and my first month. ok i planned to go kbox till we happy. thinking thinking. and he also said he can go out. then after that he told me he haven finish his work yet. then jan msg me ask me whether i available still for work. i had to agree. i really pissed off lo. not with jan but jus pissed off with everything.

i whole week add up can say never even chat a day with bb. finally he online ytd. chat chat not more than an hr. he told me he restart com. so i wait for him. 30 mins, 1 hr, 1 hr 30mins. he didnt come back. msg him he never reply. fine then i go sleep. and the next morning he said he fell aslp. i know u very tired, but i wasnt even aware that u went to slp. already damn pissed and felt moody. then i feel that i am so easily forgotten. and i am the only one excited and bother abt our first month. think i too childish. it makes me felt that its a one way love. rmb my sis said if a guy bothers abt u, he will take the initiative to plan the outing. wanted to share so many many things with u ytd but in the end i couldn't.

nvm. its all over already. jus wanna let u know how i feel. maybe u can say i'm unreasonable.

anyway happy first month. finally u can have a good rest.

now i'm troubled over which course to choose and which to put as first choice.

really miss u.

♥ grant me my wish